♦the♣escapist♦♂

Wed, 23 Apr 2008 16:50:27 GMT

Sun, 20 Apr 2008 10:13:12 GMT

ok, i'm insane, but i wanna put all my ex-lj blogs together for this new blog. o.o
so that means akatentou from 2005 to 2007
the new sekai from.. 2006 to 2007 i guess
lamentful doll from 2007 to 2008
tho, i'm not yet sure abt the new sekai cos it contains many same entries as in akatentou.
i just wish mozilla and IE would work better when they're both used at the same time cos then i could get all those frens only entries too, but IE makes it so slow.. <.< gonna try again today.
so beautiful weather. ♥
the sky's blue except that it's black and sun's shining.
and i wonder why riisipuuro is rice pudding cos it's not pudding.
and why avantouinti is swimming in a hole in the ice cos the area where u can swim is not a hole and u're swimming in water, not in ice duh.
and why pilkkiminen is ice-fishing cos u're fishing from water, not from ice.
and why pulla in dictionary is coffee bread, but coffee bread is kahvileipä, not pulla.
and why sauvakävely is nordic walking.
eng does not support nordic life. >_<

Sat, 19 Apr 2008 22:43:34 GMT

i'm gonna create new blog sooner or later cos i'm not gonna pay to change my account name.
there'll be most of this blog's entries so i won't be updating this rly anymore cos i want the new one ready as soon as possible.
link'll be put here.

Fri, 18 Apr 2008 16:57:40 GMT

"Olet -61% todennäköisyydellä tuleva alkoholisti."
gee, i've -61% chance to become an alcoholic. never see that coming..

"Olet 35% cityihminen."
35% cityperson.

"Olet 38% optimisti."
njäähää, 38% optimist. 8"D
orly?

and they finally had hurskas kurjuus (wikipedia says "meek heritage" in eng) in the library! ♥
awesome. 83
i was looking for it in the last course of native language, but i couldn't find it.
jeejee~
something else?
it's spring. NOW it's spring. i kinda like it. i mean, i DO like spring, but i dislike summer.
except that not evrithing abt it.
if it only wasn't so hot all the time..

amaranth for real.

Wed, 16 Apr 2008 14:20:57 GMT

amaranth has been my most listened song in my mp3-player right after it was released and for some reason the song in the 2nd place has been listened for "only" ~370 times.
so, couple of days ago amaranth passed the magical 1000th time and now the number is almost 1010.
but escapist's doin so well too. o-o it rose from 0 to top5 within just one week and even passed BBB and wishmaster.
anyway.
the exam week is over, in history i got 17 points out of 18. o-o i was like woah, cos i dun think my last essay was very good, but oh well: i dun mind. :p gtg~

Sat, 12 Apr 2008 17:53:21 GMT

had so cool day. ♥
tho, ppl kinda.. faded and in the end there was only three of us, but still. 8D
laadi daa..
nothing else to say. XD
i've an exam the day after tmr. awesome.

Mon, 07 Apr 2008 15:59:22 GMT

blah.
eng exam tmr.
my mark will go doooooooooown.
but i can always blame the final exam i had.
anything else..
dad's gonna come over here tmr and leave on fri. ♥
and david threw up this morning.
i wanna write a short story.
meeting this weekend.
laa laa~ ♪

mm.. ♥

Fri, 04 Apr 2008 19:02:48 GMT

this isn't abt the person in the pic, but jesus how much metal.. >___<

Mon, 31 Mar 2008 15:52:46 GMT

a.w. ♥

Mon, 31 Mar 2008 15:29:58 GMT

dad replied.

Sun, 30 Mar 2008 15:31:08 GMT

like dear amon said: today is history.
at 6:25pm i sent my dad an e-mail abt my future plans.
and man, i feel relieved.

survaivör.

Wed, 26 Mar 2008 14:41:02 GMT

when i woke up this morning i wasn't nervous at all and all the snow made me forget abt the final exam.
then at sch manu was so nervous and kride didn't help cos he didn't let us to have the panic studying. =.=
anyway, in the dressing room, where we left our outdoor clothes etc. i felt little bit nervous cos it was so formal: had to take a tray where to put ur food and u had to take all the stuff where read something off or then put tape to cover the txt.
then i had to look from a list where was my place, went there, sat down, wrote all information needed in one paper and waited.
all the questions abt society philosophy and ethics were ok, but i had to answer for two Qs i had almost no idea. ._.
manu was ready at 11am, i was at 1pm. XD
six essays, almost 12 pages.
and when i stood up i almost fell down cos i sat for so many hours. 8'D i didn't eat anything, i was hungry but i was more worried abt the timing.
at least i'm done with this one now. kinda sad it was the last philosophy exam i'm gonna do.
and at this moment it looks like the 4th wasn't only my last philosophy course but also the last one with keränen.
i wanted E, but i think i'm gonna get M. but oh well. :3
today i'm gonna read any sch things. (except that i already read history, but tt doesn't count XD)
dad's gonna come over here, we're gonna watch monty pythons and eat pizza even know i'm kinda fed up with pizza.
and i found new way to get home if we can go home from sch earlier and i won't be able to go by 1.26pm bus!
it wasn't exactly wat i was planning, but turned out just puuuuurfect. i usually dun go by buses if i'm not 99% sure of their route.
but i took 75 anyway and first i was like this is the mistake of my life (after being born in female body) but then i noticed it was on 506's route and so i left on a bus stop and i made it to the earlier 506. :3
awesome.

holidaayyyyyy~!

Thu, 20 Mar 2008 20:24:39 GMT

yesterday.
tmr ppl will leave to lapland, i'll stay here with cats yay and i can cook. :3
laadi daa~ ♪ oh, my cam's gone, but dad wants to buy me single-lens reflex camera (järjestelmäkameran siis, ihmiset hyvät) for my b-day. the awesomest! 8>
at this moment it's gonna be this baby:

but we'll see then! gtg~

Sat, 15 Mar 2008 23:46:12 GMT

the ground is white♥

Sat, 15 Mar 2008 13:58:00 GMT

and wat kinda spring is this?
it's snowig again. o.o
snow melts as soon as it hits the ground but still.
why didn't you come earlier, bastard!? ==

Единый, могучий Советский Союз

Sat, 08 Mar 2008 21:16:43 GMT

♥
had fun.
and i've never ever never ever ever been tt long in center: from 2pm to almost 9:30pm.
within couple of hrs i'm usually like 'leave me alone!' but this time i wasn't. o.o
yay for me.
and i luv luv luv this -77 version of the soviet's national anthem ♥__♥
tho, it's sad in a way..
but well.. sii jyy~

Thu, 06 Mar 2008 16:34:08 GMT

laadidaa~
read philosophy today
went walking cos it was so awesome weather
took lots of pics
continued writing a short story
talked abt moving from home
planned how early would wake up at sat
cut hair little bit
surff41l1 zh11z g4ltzuZ!!!!!!!1111111111111111

puuuuurfection. ♥

Tue, 04 Mar 2008 19:09:21 GMT

it was cold.
not too cold, but cold.
so cold my feet were frozen a little bit.
and loved it.
snow, ppl.
snow.
finally a real winter for a couple of days!
i'll be sad when it melts away, but i'm so thankful i could spend these days like they'd continue for forever. ♥
and this guy's killing my nerves again!
talking abt this planet x and aliens and stuff.
who cares?!
if something like that's gonna happen then bring it on, seriously for god's sake!
why should it be speculated so much and just waste energy to count days, hours, minutes, seconds..
and he's still thinking buddhism is like the window to the real world.
jesus cries.
and again: he rly does.
telling me i'm blind just cos i happen to be little bit skeptical.
well wat he is then, believing so truly and honestly to buddhism?
to evrithing they say, to evrithing they do?
ridiculous..
he's saying i should stop absorbing negative energy for me just cos i say "i believe when i see" to he's aliens and buddhism.
kekkonen
kekkonen
kekkonen
...

Sun, 02 Mar 2008 17:28:01 GMT

djfhjaljf

HATE

"but hey, at least EU has its own flag."

Thu, 28 Feb 2008 18:42:29 GMT

"well of course it has cos we need some flag to burn."

haven't been online for two days
was online last evening, but was too lazy to update.
so..

2402

2502

2702

laadi~daaaa~

Wed, 20 Feb 2008 16:48:10 GMT

gonna change the new layout soon.
nothing to say.

tue.

Tue, 19 Feb 2008 18:04:01 GMT

olenpas söpö.
taas.
so um..
i've tried to read for the final exams.
mum's so fucking pissing me off.
i'm worried abt dave, i'm angry at him but no can do.
and i also hate peppi pitkätossu, i dunno how it's written in swe.
bloody annoying.
but i had nice day anyway.
thanks for hemmo. ♥

Sun, 17 Feb 2008 15:01:13 GMT

mum's so full of shit i'd like to kick and hit her.
she went to stroll with mikko. (1st she of course drives to him before they can go to stroll)
last night she went to mikko's place (said she'd just visit there and then go to the theater) and she called me, like she always did when she was with her ex, and asked can she stay there or do she have to come home yet.
then she asked again if i'd like to have some junk food when she comes home.
she's so fucking pathetic, trying to keep this curtain up.
it would be fine if no one could notice it but the problem is: she can't even keep this thing hide!
she fails so fucking badly she can keep her dating as a secret and she still keeps on repeating like a teenager: "we're not dating we're not dating we're not dating"
i hate her more than anyone.

testa dig själv.

Sat, 16 Feb 2008 16:31:48 GMT

ur ♂ side:

[x] you love hoods
[/] you love jeans
[ ] dogs are better than cats
[x] you're malicious (um..?)
[x] you've played on the same side with boys
[x] shopping is torture
[ ] you hate sad movies
[ ] you have xbox
[x] you've played with toy cars when you were small
[ ] you've wanted to be fireman
[/] you're DS, PS2 or sega. (i've PS1 8"D)
[x] you've been obsessed with power ranges
[ ] i watch sport from TV
[x] you ask advices from your dad
[ ] u'd like to own hundreds of baseball-caps
[ ] u like visiting to football matches
[ ] u've collected/u're collecting baseball-cards
[ ] sagging jeans are cool
[x] it's weird to have pajama parties
[x] green, black, red, blue or silver is one of your fav colours
[x] you think it's cool to do some crazy things without caring what other ppl think
[ ] sport is fun
[/] you talk with food in your mouth
[ ] you wear boxers (they weren't comfy o.o)

Total: 11½

your ♀ side:

[ ] you wear lip gloss
[ ] you love shopping
[ ] you use eyeliner
[ ] you've same shirt in different colours
[ ] you dress up in pink
[ ] you ask advices from your mum
[x] you think cheerleader is sport (..?)
[/] you hate dress up to black
[ ] you love to hang at malls
[x] you love visiting to manicure/pedicure
[ ] you like to wear accessories
[ ] most of your wardrobe are skirts
[ ] shopping is one of your fav hobbies
[x] you don't like star wars movies (haven't seen any tho..)
[x] you've been interested in cheerleading, gym or dancing
[ ] it takes abt one hour to take shower, dress up, make-up and choose accessories
[x] you laugh a lot (what has this to do with being girly..? X"D)
[ ] you've more than ten pairs of shoes
[/] you care abt how you look
[ ] you dress up in skirt every time you can
[ ] you use perfumes
[ ] you use girls' underwear
[x] you played with dolls when you were small
[ ] you like to make-up other ppl
[ ] you like to take pics of yourself when you're bored

Total: 8

and i decided to make the new layout of that painting.
it's so awesome i have to. ♥_♥

wanhojen tanssi-pena.

Thu, 14 Feb 2008 19:54:39 GMT

this.
ella looked great, most of ppl seemed to enjoy dancing
and stuff.
i could never.
i couldn't wear those kinda dresses.
i even shouldn't.
ppl would think i like to be girl.
liar.